maybe two, is better than one

i cant wait for the Valentine's Day plan to be carried out! yay. (: so far, ong, amandee, dione, wanxin, hui jun, priscilla, me are involved. hopefully we'll have more people joining to help us. im praying that we wont get into trouble or get disbanded by the school or something. and i pray that this will be successful and we'll be able to reach out to more people! (: yay.

& i guess im dropping to combined sci. i'll still be attending normal double science lessons, just that the exam stuff will be diff. I want my A. (: almost every teacher is encouraging pupils to drop to combined sci now. lol. its ironic in a way yea? oh and im gonna die in the trig test in week 8. )x help needed! ): and i hate it when teachers show that disappointed look in their faces, it just brings out a sense of guilt. like when my godmother scolded us today, i felt rather sad. urgh, i dont like that feeling. :/ i really really like my godmother alot and im really happy shes my godmother. haha (: shes damn cute, and a superb teacher, as she always says. haha (: ego, but true la. (: my SS improved a whole lot! (: gahh she rocks. (:

Guides today was rather nothing to do. did knots ~~and lashings~~ discussed about cip stuff, then went to look at 4H with Layeng. (: then, had rather some unpleasant stuff, which killed my mood, but whatever. sometimes i dont feel like im part of guides, everything is just so split up and theres such a big gap between Coy 1 and Coy 2. why cant we just be a whole big group known as sec 4s? i dont get it, and its always not everyone involved in things, especially in some stuff, which i do not wanna say to ruin my mood. tsk. my bag got lost in the canteen, again. lol. in the end i found my bag dumped with a group of red cross's bags. lol. ok, gotta do work now! (:

And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.